Partie 2

"I had long anticipated that the outcome would be like this." We sat in the stands, while Zhong Shenyan gently wiped the sweat from my forehead with the towel I had handed him, making a definitive statement.

But I clearly like him so much

Okay, is that alright?

My life's path has thus become absolutely simple and direct: home, classroom, Ke Yuchen

I sat down on the only chair in the corner of what was originally a small storage room, which I have been using as the "Astronomy Club Activity Room": "It is easier to get things done with more people; more people simply means more pairs of chopsticks."

Anyway, Zhong Shenyan has been in a relationship all along, and Xiao Che has recently been busy preparing for the interschool debate competition, so she doesn't have much time to be infatuated with me.

Let me disguise the disdain at the corners of my mouth, allowing loneliness to be multiplied by an even greater loneliness.

Jiang Mei is my classmate. Usually, Xiao Che and I do not have much of a relationship with her, but we do know that she has a certain habit

I sighed: "Xiao Che, be a little braver..."

I have countless times helplessly asked myself, what is so special and attractive about Zeng Ting, who completely disregards my feelings of melancholy and loneliness, who does not care about my sincerity in liking someone for the first time, and who decisively rejected me? Why is it that, despite never having truly been together, I still have such strong feelings?

Song Qingxi, how can you even think of Zeng Ting when it comes to such a significant issue as Yao Xiaoche's happiness? You've gone too far, your values are completely misguided!

It seems that you have been getting along quite well with a senior boy recently, always inseparable? Anyway, since Xiao Che hasn't arrived yet, Zhong Shenyan simply started chatting about gossip.

Zhong Shenyan threw a disdainful glance as if to say, "Can you not offer some meaningful advice?"

Or perhaps it was truly just a momentary emotion, yet it unconsciously bestowed upon me a lasting illusion

Liking someone and forgetting someone are both very difficult things

I always feel an indescribable pressure when I meet you or receive your messages, a sense of constraint. He said honestly, "I don't like this feeling. Of course, I know it's not your fault; you have done a lot for me, and I am very grateful to you. Therefore, I don't want to make things too difficult for you, because... it is still better to be friends."

The senior's attitude towards me was clearly both amusing and exasperated: "What does my grade have to do with why you came to the astronomy club's activity room?"

So it remains merely at the level of text messages

The setting sun stretches into a thin shape, laying across the desk by the window, resembling a lonely, tangible form

I just did not expect it to arrive in such a completely unyielding manner

Although I know that such words are actually unreasonable and lack a foundation, I still cannot help but feel a surge of anger within myself

Thus, my speaking voice indeed seemed to exceed the volume a bit, to the extent that Ke Yuchen gave me two reminders to "speak a little quieter," refusing to answer my questions

Oh dear, what an astronomical "club". Do you think that by borrowing the concept of a "club" from comics, you can change the fact that there is only one president and one member?

But perhaps, if I truly heard it, if I truly felt the indifference and coldness of his attitude, my longing and loneliness would instead accumulate

"So, it's over?" Yao Xiao Che's eyes widened to an unprecedented degree

"It's not like we're eating." The senior's expression seemed a bit off... Whatever? I experienced a breakup, I have wounds in my heart, engaging more in extracurricular activities and joining clubs to distract myself from the time that inevitably circles back to Zeng Ting, what's wrong with that?

I tilt my head back, wishing to let the tears flow back into my heart

When the space quiets down, one can hear the faint crackling sound of bubbles bursting in the cola can

It will soon become fatigued, diminish, and then completely disappear

I see that you will be sad for a long time; I am too lazy to constantly be cautious about your mood and avoid your sensitive areas, it would suffocate me

There were indeed two occasions when I unexpectedly encountered Zeng Ting in the corridor

Do not compare him to Zhong Shenyin, alright? Lu Wencai is not a playboy. Xiao Che's face was flushed with the rosy hue of youthful shyness, "He is very innocent."

What a failure... me

He sat down in the seat in front of me, then turned around to look at us: "How many lovely girls have cried and shouted, 'Zhong Shenyin, I have held your hand, I want to be responsible for you,' and I never allowed them to take responsibility for me. Ah, I guess Lu Wen has also been asked to take responsibility for someone before~"

He still nodded and smiled openly, naturally brushing past me, causing my nervous and shy heart to drop into darkness time and again.

I know his birthday, but I do not know how he prefers to spend his birthday.

Even so, it still causes him distress

I suddenly understood Xiao Che; although it is very difficult, I still hope to feel even the tiniest bit of happiness, just like me, I still like Zeng Ting

In any case, even if the pupils are not submerged, all that can be seen is his departing figure

In fact, you cannot hear a whoosh.

Zeng Ting's face suddenly resurfaced in my mind, and I forcefully gulped down a mouthful of cola to erase him: "Zhong Shenyan, you are truly despicable. What do you mean by 'no matter what kind of boyfriend'? If I were to find a boyfriend just for the sake of having one, and ended up encountering a playboy like you, who would take responsibility? What kind of friend are you? In this day and age, it's really shocking; finding a bit of warmth is harder than finding a boyfriend. If I were to find a boyfriend just for the sake of having one, and ended up encountering a playboy like you, who would take responsibility? What kind of friend are you? In this day and age, it's really shocking; finding a bit of warmth is harder than finding a boyfriend. You despicable person!"

There are many universes, possibly countless, each with different characteristics and combinations. We simply exist in a universe where the combination happens to be suitable for our existence

"I am sorry," Zeng Ting said apologetically, his tone genuine and sincere, yet devoid of any signs related to "love" or "liking"

He ruffled my hair, returned to the court, and joined the game.

What kind of friends do I have? Do they all excel at poking at my heartstrings!

"No. Although I wasn't looking at him, I could feel him looking at me. I don't dislike you, but it's not that I don't dislike you; I just like you, right?"

You know again. You know yet you do not speak. I bit my lip, feeling a mix of frustration and anger, glaring at him sharply, "You know yet you do not teach me how to get through! What qualifications do you have to be a relationship expert!"

The sound of his footsteps as he left the classroom filled me with an overwhelming urge to weep

Are you merely passing the time, or do you genuinely have an interest in astronomy

Why do those who give their sincere hearts have to endure pain

However, Ke Yuchen truly surprised me; he actually brought me to the school library and began to explain astronomical knowledge to me.

"Good." Zeng Ting stood up, and I felt that he had become more relaxed. "Song Qingxi, goodbye."

That indulgent touch gives me the illusion of "he is not him, he is that him," and so I obediently allow him to mess up my hairstyle

Once again, emerging from a phase of "Alas, I still haven't found my true love," Zhong Shenyin suddenly found himself free on the weekend

"Yao Xiaoche, this tactic is ineffective." Zhong Shenyin unilaterally joined this conversation originally intended as an "emotional dialogue between close friends"

I won't pay any attention to him

Oh my, spare me, I am here to alleviate the pain of heartbreak, not to increase the intensity of my studies. I interrupted Ke Yuchen's lecture without any hesitation and said: "When are we going to see the stars?"

AU is the fundamental unit of measurement in the solar system, representing the average distance between the Sun and the Earth

Even in the moment when I held his hand, the immense joy in my heart was superfluous. As long as he shook his head, in just an instant, all identities changed.

If one continues to exert all their strength, not retreating even in the face of wind and rain, will they bloom like a resilient plant, producing magnificent flowers, or will they resemble the cola in their hand, which has gradually lost its vitality

Oh? Which ones? Now he seems a bit interested

I suddenly stood up: "I feel that I must have done too many harmful things to you, which is why heaven is using Zeng Ting to take revenge on me. I need to accumulate virtue; I will no longer act."

I apologize. His voice was very soft, but there was absolutely no indication of wavering

Indeed, the saying "liking someone requires no reason" is quite clichéd

"Tell me, you won't lose out, don't be so stingy, just share a little." I shouted

It doesn't even count as a breakup... It's too melancholic. I pouted, feeling weak, "Could you please not bring up my sad memories?"

Although more so, there is a distinct feeling of the remoteness of "distance" and the sharpness of "I do not like you"

So, in fact, these reasons are merely reasons; the most fundamental and simplest truth is that he does not like me

For example

So we arranged to meet Xiao Che to watch a movie, and as usual, we first gathered at KFC

So for the time being, I cannot see the stars? I lamented, leaning on the wide tabletop, "Let me see the stars, just think about it, changing the angle casually spans tens of thousands of light-years, with a whoosh, one can change the world and the theme, how wonderful it is."

Am I very foolish? Perhaps, I am.

"Unrequited love may be the most successful silent drama, but if expressed and transformed into mutual love, there is a significant chance it will turn into a tragedy." Zhong Shenyan hung the towel he had wiped his sweat with around my neck and, in an unusually intimate manner, leaned close to my ear and said, "I do not like Lin Xinyun, so I must reject her. The next time we encounter her, she might have found a suitable boyfriend, and that would be the right thing. Her tomorrow might also be your tomorrow, do you understand?"

But it is a fact

It would be better if humans did not have hearts, as they would not bleed when injured, nor would they shed tears when sad

However, if she dares to provoke Lu Wen, then it cannot be simply laughed off as if watching a play

That familiar number has transformed into thorns entwined in the chest, and yet, even with nurturing and blood, it cannot bloom into a splendid flower

"Having a boyfriend is not necessarily a bad thing. Song Qingxi, I tell you with a clear conscience, the best way to heal emotional wounds is to start another relationship." Zhong Shenyan once again struck a proud pose of a love expert, "No matter what kind of boyfriend it is, having one is always better than not having one at all"

I closed my phone, and the world once again sank into darkness

"What if not?" Xiao Che had a helpless expression on his face, "I am not as brave as you. I do not dare to tell him that I like him."

I always feel that this way of interacting is quite strange, I really admire your personality, and I believe we can definitely become good friends

To be able to get a little closer to him, to be able to see his back once more, is enough to bring me great satisfaction

The current situation may be more akin to the latter

Zhong Shenyan grasped my hand firmly, then adjusted the angle of his fingers, forming an interlocked hand-holding posture with me. "Look, it's just holding hands, it doesn't mean anything at all. I can hold your hand anytime, so, Song Qingxi, do you really need to be so bold?"

What do you mean by being bright and straightforward! Wasn't it you who sat on the Ferris wheel with me, and wasn't it you who held my hand? Even if it was passive, no one was holding a knife to force you to accept me, right

The expression on Zeng Ting's profile was sharp and indifferent, characterized by its incisive lines

I am doing this for her good, do you understand? Just like Zeng Ting distancing herself from you, it is also for your own good. In matters of affection, mutual agreement is essential; unilateral devotion will only hold significance for yourself and may even become a burden for the person you admire. Since it is merely a burden, the best course of action is to help you realize that this is a misguided direction. You should change your path and prepare for new encounters; perhaps that is where true happiness lies. " Zhong Shenyan's expression became serious and composed, appearing quite persuasive: "You say you like Zeng Ting, but what is the foundation of such affection? If it is merely a burden, then the best approach is to help you understand that this is a wrong direction. You should change your path and prepare for new encounters; perhaps that is where true happiness lies. " Zhong Shenyan's expression became serious and composed, appearing quite persuasive: "You say you like Zeng Ting, but what is the foundation of such affection? Is it mere admiration, akin to liking a cute ornament, or is it love? Have you ever loved someone? Are you sure you truly love him? Even if you are certain that you love him, you do not really understand him. When you say 'love', does he believe it? Do you believe it yourself?" Even if you are certain that you love him, you do not really understand him. When you say 'love', does he believe it? Do you believe it yourself?

"Go to hell," Xiao Che said fiercely

She raised her left index finger and placed it by her lips, making a gesture to indicate not to continue speaking

"Cut it out, who says I am bold? I am merely subtle in a way that is not obvious." Shaking off his hand, I glared at him with resentment. It was necessary to glare.

Nodding slightly, I gently said: "Alright, let's leave it at that. However... I might still send you a text, and perhaps even call you. It's okay if you don't reply, and it's fine if you don't answer. Although you may find it bothersome, even annoying, could you please give me a little more time to get used to it"

Hello

The memories of the Ferris wheel remain so vivid and three-dimensional, lingering in my heart continuously. If everything is an illusion, then what can truly be considered real

I always feel that losing such a friend is not a loss

Even if I find many programs to fill the void for him, find many things to do, and drag Ke Yuchen along every day to avoid moments of solitude, forcing myself not to text him again, there are still moments when I suddenly recall those little details, those small joys

I know that he does not like me, but I do not know who he likes

Does Lu Wen not know about Jiang Mei's illustrious reputation

"Ke Yuchen, have you ever experienced a breakup?" I asked

Indeed, as long as it is not Zeng Ting, and as long as it is not someone I like, I can handle it with ease, even when facing someone for the first time, regardless of how much presence or brilliance they may possess.

Ever since the shameless person joined the Astronomy Society, for two consecutive weeks, I have reported to Ke Yuchen immediately after school.

I have always thought that it was simply a matter of insufficient happiness, but now I realize that it is not that at all; rather, happiness has never come at all.

There are indeed times when I smile, yet it feels as though there is an unfathomable abyss within me, with a sharp and piercing wind blowing incessantly. Even when I smile, I still feel a sense of emptiness

Senior, you will definitely not regret letting me join the Astronomy Club, as I possess a great deal of knowledge.

Just like me, I also do not know why, clearly at the beginning there was no special contact, nor was there any breathtaking encounter, it was merely due to a small intersection that I noticed Zeng Ting, and then I kept watching him from a distance, unknowingly accumulating feelings in my heart, which gradually deepened, ultimately surging to the point where I was willing to use all means, just to get a little closer to him

What do you want to express, Yao Xiao Che

Yao Xiaoche, have you ever thought about the emotions behind the word 'innocence'? It can cry!" Zhong Shenyin's expression was exaggerated

So, although I am currently very, very, very sad, with my heart tightly clenched and a pain that cannot be conveyed to anyone in words, there will come a day when it will be alright, right

"Then learn from me. If you are unsure when making a choice, just hold back and wait for the choice to come to you." I smiled, my thoughts shifted, and suddenly I had an inspiration, "Xiao Che, you should choose the science track, that way you can be in the same class as Lu Wen."

I harshly demanded myself to hit the brakes in my mind and focused my attention on Xiao Che: "But it is quite strange for you and Lu Wen to continue being so ambiguous with each other."

I like you. I have been certain of this from the very beginning. My eyes began to blur

Liking someone is not a mistake

It is evident that both Xiaoche and I are regarded as the lowest tier in her eyes, which is why, despite being in the same class, we have hardly exchanged a few words.

"Hey! I like him so much, would it kill him to like me back for a moment?" I said indignantly amidst the sound of the basketball bouncing on the court floor.

However, Zeng Ting only replied with the initial "Good morning," responding with a completely emotionless "Good morning" that seems to be merely out of politeness

It indeed appears to be more familiar and closer.

How could one understand? No matter how much I inquire, the information I obtain is merely indirect

In the past, when I helped out in such roles, I did so without much thought, simply for the fun of it and to assist a close friend. However, this time, I strongly feel that she is truly pitiful

I originally thought that in Zeng Ting's world, I had the opportunity to become the protagonist. After all this time, I found myself not even being a supporting character; I should be like A, B, C, D, and when he brushes past me, his expression should remain calm and composed, with no turmoil in his heart.

Do you hate me? I asked directly

I do not know what yesterday or today is; I only know that the person who caused me to be pulled out by Zhong Shenyin to make a guest appearance as his legitimate girlfriend, in order to seek no further connection with the involved party Lin Xinyun, was sitting in the stands across the basketball court, looking very sorrowful as she watched the interaction between Zhong Shenyin and me

This is an irresistible fate

He really laughed this time, walked over, reached out his hand, and ruffled my hair: "I give up on you."

You two truly do not know how to appreciate the blessings you have, do as you please. Over the years, Zhong Shenyan has never managed to win in words against us; he has long since become accustomed to it

I will introduce you another day, and I will help you evaluate it.

From the very beginning, I had already prepared myself for the outcome I was to face, yet when it truly arrived, it still stirred up a storm within my heart

Of course, you seem to be a bit too enthusiastic. Zhong Shenyan actually expressed agreement with Zeng Ting's statement that "the feeling of being together is quite strange".

None of these can lead to conclusions or insights merely by observing from a distance. Such understanding is akin to castles built on the sand; it is natural for them to collapse.

However, regardless of whether it is bravery or endurance, I know that the love and sincerity within them carry the same weight

When I woke up, the sound of the clock slicing through the movement of space felt vast and prolonged

All emotions are hereby suspended, entry is prohibited

I absolutely detest the way Zhong Shenyan has this expression of certainty on his face at this moment, as if to say, "I have been through this, I know everything." I persistently complain, "He has already held my hand, so why shouldn't he take responsibility for me?"

Is it just because of such a trivial detail

It has been two weeks since the "breakup" with Zeng Ting, and I still occasionally have the urge to send him a message or call him. Whenever my phone receives a message, I always hold onto the hope that it might be from Zeng Ting. I send him two messages every day, saying "Good morning" in the morning and "Good night" in the evening

Back and forth, it is always the same statement. This means that no matter how sad I am, the fact that he cannot be with me is an unchangeable reality

Hello, Kōng nǐ jī wá, Sà wǎ dí kǎ, Ā ní ā sài yō. I said with a shake of my head and a burst of emotion, "Look, I can speak four languages! Recruiting me as a member would be quite impressive."

This time, I admit that Zhong Shenyin's theory may be correct

Why do those who give their sincere hearts have to endure pain

Zhong Shenyan did not seem to have any worries: "I usually see her coming to our class to find Lu Wen. Lu Wen probably just engages with her out of politeness, which is completely different from the ambiguous feeling when he is with Xiao Che. Don't take it too seriously."

"Then why do you like him?" I pressed on relentlessly, blocking out Zhong Shenyan, "You have never told me before."

One may not die, but neither will one experience much joy

The sound of the door lock clicking softly broke through the heart I had been trying so hard to suppress. Indeed, it allowed the tears to fall.

In fact, I know that the answer is the simplest of all, it is just that he does not like me to be this way, yet I still foolishly and uncontrollably ask: "Why?"

Uh, although it was said in a casual tone, the phrase "out of courtesy, I should engage with her a bit" spoken by Zhong Shenyin also struck a chord in my heart

I just cannot understand why she is willing to interact so ambiguously with Lu Wen. Ambiguity is a challenging endeavor and poses a significant challenge. She has not even received a clear response of 'like' at any point; Xiao Che should not be this foolish

Zhong Shenyan, let me tell you. Xiao Che blinked and looked at him with a sweet smile, saying: "Those without health insurance and life insurance should not act recklessly in the name of justice."

"Song Qingxi, do you have the right to say that Xiao Che is foolish?" Zhong Shenyin said without holding back

Indeed, I do not understand Zeng Ting at all

However ... ...

I tell myself that I do not recall that night at the amusement park, the person who affectionately tousled my hair

Moreover, if one were to speak out, if one were to be rejected, if the definition of "friend" were to be broken, the tension between the two individuals might be destroyed, it could collapse, and they may no longer be able to approach each other naturally

"Zhong Shenyin, stop playing around." I glared at him, a wave of unease spreading through my heart.

"She mentioned it to me once, and I could tell she was definitely not happy," said Zhong Shenyan

Yao Xiaoche dares to claim to be my close friend, and she doesn't even intend to disguise the facade of being gentle and considerate towards me at all

Does Xiao Che know? I asked

The standby screen quietly glows with a gentle light that is not harsh on the eyes, capturing a candid shot of Zeng Ting, smiling softly in the image, exuding a gentle and tender demeanor

Is it necessary to extract him from the deepest part of my heart and place him slightly more on the periphery, when it is all so painful and there is no way to begin

Senior year? Are you referring to Ke Yuchen?

In simple terms, it is realism

I looked across in panic and guilt, and although the distance was great, I could still discern Lin Xinyun's tearful expression.

I am truly sorry

I know that Xiao Che truly lacks the courage to directly approach a boy and say, "I like you, let's see how it goes in a relationship." That is an aspect of her personality that she cannot overcome

Those who wait in love all share the same gaze

I also laughed

Senior Ke Yuchen, is that really you? Do I need a political review just to come and see a star? I casually patted the shoulder of the senior, who was significantly taller than me, during our first meeting. "You have ranked in the top three of your grade every year, and you are definitely going to a prestigious university that we would have to fight tooth and nail to get into. Why are you quibbling with me, a freshman in high school?"

Liking someone is without reason. This statement may be clichéd, but most of the time, it is true, Xiao Che said earnestly

Then, will love be like this as well

You are mistaken. He casually ruffled my hair again

What Xiao Che wants to convey is, "I also blink, because of Xiao Che's sweet smile, if you are tired of living, just say it frankly, we will definitely support you."

I sat in place, still feeling a sense of gloom in my heart, but also gaining a bit of contemplation

What is the purpose of asking this

Perhaps if I had witnessed such a vast spectacle, I would immediately realize that my longing for Zeng Ting after a day of absence is merely a comparison of the Earth to a sesame seed, is it not

The sky is still dark, and the streetlights cast long shadows, failing to illuminate the sky before the dawn breaks through the deepest darkness. I glanced at my phone; the time displayed was 5:00 AM. There were no calls, nor any messages.

Do not think about it any longer, Song Qingxi

I would like to know if girls are also categorized in this way

Isn't it quite reasonable to seek out romantic activities to alleviate the sadness of a breakup? What could be more romantic and rare than having a close encounter with the stars in the sky

The library is always very quiet

A person who is so dearly loved by others is undoubtedly very fortunate

In fact, Xiao Che, why do you like Lu Wen? If you find Hua Hua Gong Zi challenging, isn't there already Zhong Shen Yan available for you to trample on?

In television dramas, when a girl bravely confesses her feelings and steadfastly believes in love, isn't it true that she often gets what she desires? However, it turns out that life is not like a television series. In dramas, there are not so many irrelevant bystanders, labeled A, B, C, D.

"Click"

I repeatedly roar at myself in my heart

Being friends and such is simply not worth trusting or achieving, is it not

Is this the same for Zeng Ting? Is it because he doesn't like me that much, because he doesn't want to owe me anything and doesn't want me to become a tragedy because of him, that he rejected me?

Speaking of which, next semester we will be dividing into science and liberal arts classes. Xiao Che changed the topic, "Zhong Shenyan, you must be in the science stream, and Qingxi, you must be in the liberal arts. As for me, I am caught in a dilemma. I absolutely hate making choices"

The subtext is that there is no need to become lovers

No longer looking at Lin Xinyun's expression on the opposite stands, I stood up and left the basketball arena

For example ... ... for instance, I can speak many foreign languages

Stars? Ke Yuchen had a look of confusion, with no hint of acting involved

A friendly reminder, the person who pierced your heart like a beehive is surnamed Zeng. Xiao Che pushed my shoulder, which was weakly resting on the desk, without any gentleness, saying, "You should cry and shout, hands on your hips, pointing at him, saying, 'You have held my hand, you must take responsibility!'"

Let me get used to it. The emptiness of emotions that cannot be retracted, yet cannot be given.

I must convince myself that I have indeed forgotten. Truly, I have forgotten

Liking someone is not a mistake. Those who are loved in such a way are undoubtedly very fortunate

If I were to cry at this moment, would he feel soft-hearted, or would he find it annoying

Cry if you must, for it is an unavoidable circumstance, is it not? Surely, I am not the only one in the world to experience heartbreak, am I? It is also certain that I am not the only one who cannot attain the happiness I desire, is it not? Undoubtedly, I am not the only one who suffers for the sake of loving someone, am I?

If I also give up, then the connection will be completely severed

I also do not know, perhaps I have always liked him, I just did not realize it myself. One day after school, when I walked to the school gate, I heard him call me. I turned around and saw him smiling at me. At that moment, I suddenly realized, ah, I like him.

The door that was pushed open by him quietly moved towards the closed position, creating a slight airflow

Ke Yuchen shook his finger and said, "You are mistaken"

Astronomy is simply the observation of stars

Without even a pause, he vanished into the corridor leading to the outside world

The universe has different types, such as closed universe, open universe, flat universe, and so on

I never expected that holding a can of cola, Zeng Ting would walk into the classroom where I was waiting, hand me the cola, and then give me an absolutely sincere smile. What I wanted to say ultimately was—"Let's put an end to this."

The feeling of Zhong Shenyan tousling my hair makes me unable to help but recall that night, when Zeng Ting smiled and ruffled my hair, saying, "Next time"

If there are no results, then why must we meet again

The current situation is in an empty classroom after school, with only Zeng Ting and me.

There is also an irresistible impulse to call him, simply to hear his voice. Whether he is sleepy, indifferent, or speaking incoherently, it does not matter if it is not exclusively for Song Qingxi. It is just a sudden desire to hear his genuine voice, which can soothe the increasingly turbulent longing and loneliness within me

Uh? Is it wrong?

Indeed, you see, you don't even have to worry about my meals. My skill in being unreasonable is actually quite exceptional; otherwise, I probably wouldn't even be able to gain anything from that so-called "one month of dating" with Zeng Ting.

But you have tried, I know, you have done your best to cooperate with me. There is no way to make you like me, it is all my fault, it must be that I am not good enough, not in line with your ideals, which is why you cannot genuinely feel affection for me. I accept it, I accept it all

The senior does not allow me to call him senior, saying it is very strange, and insists that I should just call him by his name, so I respectfully complied.

The female protagonist, pay attention to the expression, the expression! Zheng Shenyin tilted his head and gave me a smile so sweet that it made me want to push him to the ground, step on his face, and twist my foot with force. "You are just like your target today, Lin Xinyun, who has been unwilling to sever ties with me. She only knows her own feelings, only looks at the boys' appearances, and rushes forward recklessly. The only difference is that her target is me, while yours is Zeng Ting. So, look, your yesterday is her today." She only knows her own feelings, only looks at the boys' appearances, and rushes forward recklessly. The only difference is that her target is me, while yours is Zeng Ting. So, look, your yesterday is her today.

The heavy emotions in the eyes are a part that I am familiar with

I did not stop sending text messages, as if it were a monologue of a person

I once heard her discussing several boys she was particularly interested in with other classmates. She clearly categorized them into four levels, A, B, C, and D, based on their family background, academic performance, height, appearance, and demeanor. For boys in the C and D categories, she directly labeled them as "backup options," while for those in the A and B categories, she often took the initiative to invite them out and establish good relationships

He smiled and came to tousle my hair

What are you talking about? Please don't speak as if you were my boyfriend

Tears once again ran out on their own, overlaying the face that was so familiar it could appear in my mind without needing to close my eyes, and then my fingers glided across, leaving a chaotic trace on the screen

"Song Qingxi, you should not write the character 'zeng' in the blank spaces of the textbook anymore." Zhong Shenyan looked at me seriously. "Unrequited love without response, the least advisable thing is to allow oneself to indulge in it. Forcing oneself to forget is the only way to save oneself. I will not harm you."

So why is that?

Oh my, Song Qingxi, you must stop thinking about Zeng Ting! I harshly admonished myself in my mind, focusing all my attention on how to persuade our senior from Shenbei High School, Ke Yuchen, who is academically outstanding and sharp, to allow me to join the ranks of stargazers in his self-established "Astronomy Club" that has never recruited any members.

Biting my lip to prevent my tears from falling, I lowered my head, avoiding a glance at Zeng Ting. If I were to look at his expression, which allowed for no room for negotiation, I would surely burst into tears

I could only stand there in a daze, completely unable to respond

Clearly, all along, filled with the anticipation and excitement, waiting for the day when a definitive result will arrive.

Liking someone is simply liking them; is this something that cannot be changed? Even if the person you like has no feelings for you at all, and even finds your existence to be a nuisance, is it still impossible to forget them?

After the infusion of carbon dioxide gas, the moment the pull tab is lifted, the state of the bubbles in the cola bursting vigorously cannot be sustained for long

Zhong Shenyan unexpectedly had no control over his strength, pulling me down to sit with such force that I nearly fell into his embrace due to my loss of balance

I moved my almost numb left arm, stood up, and drew back the heavy curtains

As I was ranting, Xiao Che walked in. Zhong Shenyan waved at her as a greeting and continued his nonsensical chatter with me: "What do you mean by someone like me? Why don't you just settle for me? I guarantee I am perfect in every way, loving you to an unparalleled extent, and I would be the best boyfriend that all the girls in the world would envy. Although I still want to enjoy life to the fullest, considering our strong friendship, I am willing to give up all my flings for you and act heroically."

When Zeng Ting said on the phone, "Wait for me in the classroom after school on Monday," I was filled with immense anticipation and a sense of shyness about meeting alone

Zhong Shenyan arrived later than I did, but earlier than Xiao Che. Thus, he played the role of a gossipmonger with great flair—reportedly, Jiang Mei has been getting quite close to Lu Wen recently

I know the songs he loves to listen to, but I do not know the expression on his face when he listens to music

Most people believe that astronomers scan the night sky with telescopes, which is not true. Most telescopes in the world are designed to observe extremely small objects in the distant sky, such as quasars, black holes, and distant galaxies. The only network of telescopes truly used to scan the sky is one designed and manufactured by the military

If things were that simple, it would be great; I wish I could disappear and instantly erase everything.

I did not intend to cause you any stress, in fact, I have been quite careful, haven't I? Everything I do for you is what I want to do, and it is not burdensome at all. Who asked you to say thank you to me? Who needs your gratitude? What I want is affection, your love.